Daily Missions
I'm a very naughty newling and my daily missions show just how naughty I can be. Check them out to see what dirty deeds I'm up to today.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Life is too short...
Mila is so fucking hot. I'd totally fang fuck her.
Gone...
We'll return...eventually.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Saturday, May 28, 2011
New Addition to the Mansion
Apparently nymphs spend there free time swinging around tree trunks and limbs.. I guess you learn something new everyday. Now we'll have to pull Sharon out and see what sexy siren moves she's working with. ;)
Scratching and Biting
I love scrapping my nails up or down a man's back and biting is always involved. Just a note of caution to any future potential lovers; Be prepared for scratching and biting. ;)
Obedience
Friday, May 27, 2011
Ludacris - Feelin So Sexy
My favorite lines from the song:
"I'm all alone in my room,
layin' on my bed sheets,
come undress me,
I'm feelin' so sexy...
(you feelin' so sexy?)
I'm feelin' so sexy...
come undress me,
I'm feelin' so sexy..."
"My body's so tight,
and I'm needin' you to stretch me,
come undress me,
I'm feelin' so sexy..."
"Sweat you out til' you thirsty,
pin your body to the ground,
and have you beggin' for mercy..."
"Oooo baby wait a minute,
you in my head,
If I walk away from dreamin',
I'd see you in my bed,
'til you makin' me uhh...
and you makin' me yeah...
now hurry up and make it to me,
'cause you makin' me wet..."
"I'll be your favorite delight,
and make me call you daddy,
while I'm takin' the pipe,
You makin' me bite,
I think you push it too deep,
I need that type of lovin'
that'll put you to sleep,
I wish you could see..."
Cleansing
- Sage
- Abalone shell
- Eagle's Feather
- Crystals
- Pendulum
- Singing bowl
- Water
As I place it on my wrist I feel the power move through me in waves. Ripples begin in my vision and I know that my guardian has arrived. Taking an unnecessary breath, I gather the other crystals, four large tourmaline crystal clusters, and place them into the bowl. I repeat the process again, charging the crystals until they hum loudly with the energy directed into them.
- Black tourmaline, also known as schorl, is associated with the root or base chakra, and is excellent for grouding excess energy. It is a well known as a purifying stone that deflects and transforms negative energy, and thus is very protective. It can transform and remove negativity from an individual or an environment. It is often used as an aura cleanser, and can help one attain higher levels of awareness. Emotionally, black tourmaline is excellent for dispelling fears, obsessions, and neuroses, bringing emotional stability.
I remove the crystals from the bowl and set them aside to dry. With the first part complete I reach for the sage. Placing it in my small abalone shell, I say a prayer over it to call upon Archangel Michael for protection. I finish my prayer, and thank Michael for his assistance in this cleansing.
I move onto the next phase in the cleansing. Placing the crystals in a small pouch, I sling the handle across my chest, and grab the shell with the sage stick. I pause for a second to light the sage and begin the process of fanning the feather over it to move the smoke around the house. While I am walking around I chant and pray to help lift the negativity in our home. As I reach a corner of the house I place a crystal in it and ask it to protect us from negative energies aimed at us before moving on. I wander through the house, still waving the feather, spreading the smoke, and placing the crystals in the four corners. As I do this I begin to feel like the air is lifting. The environment seems lighter, almost breathable again. I sigh in relief and place the last crystal down.
I stub out the sage and return to the center of the house. Removing the pouch, I fall into my meditative posture and ground the energy back into the earth. I thank my guardian and Archangel Michael then begin to close down the cleansing. As I pull back my energy into me and hope that I've succeeded in lifting some of the negativity that is surrounding us.
Bitter Sweet - Get what I want
'Hey there boy, I am not like the rest
Let's have a dance, while our souls get undressed
I don't care much for small talk, there's no need to say a thing more
I can make you feel something lovely, that you've never felt before'
'I'm not the girl who will chase you
I don't need a Pepe Le Peu
But if it's a good time you're after,
then there's plenty of things we can do'
Lust or Love?
Devoted pets
Note to self: Reward my clever pets.
Restoration
Love is Love
Siren
Little One
I miss the happy, loving, free spirited Alexia. She was always there to offer you a smile, or clever word. But since the recent events and changes in our coven, she's been held at the bay of my Maker's darkness. I can only pray to my protectors for guidance in helping find a way to draw her gentle soul out from hiding.
While we await the outcome of this situation, I send out a protection bubble around her beloved sugartree and ask that it keeps her safe within it's confines. Please return to us, little one.
Warrior
Where is my fierce warrior? I'd play his damsel in distress just to get him to rescue then ravage me.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Nobody - Kate Earl
Nobody took down my guard like you
Nobody moved in their toothbrush so soon
Nobody does whatever they want like you
I'm cards on the table
I am spilled milk
There's no use crying
There's forces at will
I'm yours for the taking
Come get your fill
'cause nobody loves me like you do
Nobody thrills me like you do
Nobody gets me
Nobody kills me like you
Nobody buys me old books like you
Nobody hikes up my skirt like you
Nobody says they ain't changing like you
I'm painting a picture 'cause I'm seeing red
You're not the villain I've built in my head
The flowers you picked out still sit by the bed
'cause nobody loves me like you do
Nobody thrills me like you do
Nobody gets me
Nobody kills me like you
To love you is to go mad
To love you is to lose myself
In meeting you I've met my match
There's no sweeter death
No sweeter death than this
Nobody loves me like you do
Nobody thrills me like you do
Nobody gets me
Nobody kills me like you
Nobody loves me like you do
Nobody thrills me like you do
Nobody gets me
Nobody kills me like you
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Sensitive
Yes this newling has a hidden sensitive side. Many don't know this about me, and I've mentioned it on a previous post, but I'll reveal more about what makes me so sensitive.
When I was a small child I had always been overly emotional. I'd burst into tears easily at the harsh words of another or when I was close to someone who was having a bad day. I never understood my reactions… until a few years ago that is.
After the death of someone close to me I was surprised to have a dream of this person. It was so vivid that it was almost like a visitation from them. Waking the next morning and remembering the visions from the night before, I recalled this was not the first time I'd experienced something like that. Memories from my time as a child rushed to the front of my mind and awakened something hidden within me.
I felt as if someone or something was encouraging me to follow the breadcrumbs to discover the gifts long since hidden from myself.
I started researching about dreams and stumbled upon books about spiritual visitations. Reading about this topic quickly led me to the discovery that I'm a Clairsentient or empath.
**Empath is a term coming into common usage to refer to a person with expanded sensitivity or clairsentience.
Empath may also refer to:
* Feeling strongly what someone else feels. Picking up emotion and pain from violent movies, violence in the news, watching a violent act.
*Empath (fiction), any fictional character that has a paranormal or psychic ability to sense the emotions of others.” (Wikipedia)**
Delving further into these books, I would feel this comforting vibration upon my back. Almost in a soothing manner. After reading about meditations and clearing your mind, I set about to practice. Once I began to ground myself, tying my energy to the center of the earth, I started to see things. Strange ripples of colors surrounding people and objects. Looking to my books for answers I learned about energy and auras.
Everything is composed of energy. I'd always heard this, but never really gave it any thought. Once I learned to control my emotions, the next step in my discovery was handling of energy.
Many empaths usually becoming healers. being able to see the energy surrounding someone helps to locate and Aleve their aliments. I used crystals to help draw power from and helped others heal their wounds. both internally and spiritually.
Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal, this animal
I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
This animal
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal I have become
Numb - Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
?Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
New pet
Warning: This post may cause spontaneous cumbusting.
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Red bull gives you wings?
Despite what the slogan for Red bull states, it does not actually give you wings. If you want wings your best bet is to approach my brother Gavin. He is a genius with magic and knows all the herbs to get the job done. The night started out happy and finally feeling as if we were starting to mend the riffs that were threatening to tear our happy coven apart.
Gavin returned bearing gifts for all. With the damage left from his abrupt leaving, it seemed he was trying to make his apologizes by presenting us with his finds. For me he bestowed a magical potion to manifest the wings I’ve been admiring and begging him for. Master Rick was not happy with this change in his newest child. but I plan to show him the benefits of having wings.
Next he presented his mate with a lovely gift. A blood ring. It will feed his mate with his energy when he is not close to her. he states that it will keep her sated while the distance is between them.
From there he moved on to Alexia. He had promised to find her a pet and he kept his promise by handing her Tex, a griffin, and the newest member of the Foss Coven. He didn’t come to us in this size I assure you. He was a cute little pup once, but with Gavin’s encouragement to feed him a apple from Alexia he quickly transformed into the fierce beast below. I’ve cautioned her to cease with the feeding of magical fruit as I don’t want him to eye me as one of it’s prey.
And lastly he approached our maker. He has but one gift left to bestow. Asking for him to take his vein, he wraps his arm around him and pushes his power into him. That’s when things went south. Hearing my maker’s cries frightened me. There was nothing I could do as Gavin pulled up a shield to block what was happening. My maker screamed out in pain as his bones began to protrude from his back and his body transform into…this.
I can’t even explain how I felt when I saw my maker transform into this dark entity. I had hoped that my maker would get wings so he may fly with the rest of the coven, but never did I want this. Gavin ever the protector, took master away to heal. I can only pray that he is able to bring back master from whatever darkness that has it’s hold on him.