Daily Missions
I'm a very naughty newling and my daily missions show just how naughty I can be. Check them out to see what dirty deeds I'm up to today.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
Florence + The machines - Drumming song
There's a drumming noise inside my head
It starts when you're around
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an almighty sound
There's a drumming noise inside my head
That throws me to the ground
I swear that you should hear it
It makes such an almighty sound
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
I ran to the tower
When the church bells chime
I hope that they
Would clear my mind
They left a ringing
In my ear
That drum's still beating
Loud and clear
Louder than sirens (louder than sirens)
Louder than bells (louder than bells)
Sweeter than heaven (sweeter than heaven)
And hotter than hell (hotter than hell)
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
As I move my feet
Towards your body
I can hear this beat
It fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
It fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
I go into the river
And I dive straight in
I pray that the water
Will drown out the din
But as the water fills my mouth
It couldn't wash the echoes out
But as the water fills my mouth
It couldn't wash the echoes out
It swallows the sound and swallows me whole
Until there's nothing left inside my soul
I'm empty as that beating drum
But the sound has just begun
As I move my feet
Towards your body
I can hear this beat
It fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
It fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
There's a drumming noise inside my head
It starts when you're around
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an almighty sound
There's a drumming noise inside my head
It starts when you're around
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an almighty sound
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell
As I move my feet
Towards your body
I can hear this beat
It fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
It fills my head up
And gets louder and louder
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
Watch me
My body shivers at the sound and my nipples tighten in anticipation of him groaning while he enjoys my body. I reach behind me to unhook on bra, only to have my hands lightly pushed away. He moves my hair aside and lays it gently over my shoulder, pressing a kiss along the top of my shoulder blade as his thick fingers work on the tiny hooks. He releases the fasten and slides his hands up the expanse of my upper back and slowly lowers the straps from my shoulders. I let a breathy sigh escape my mouth as my eyes close and my skin breaks out in goosebumps from the touch of his lips and hands. I slide my arms completely out of the straps and hold the front of the lacy bra to my chest as I turn and give him a playful smirk before dropping it to the floor. His gasp of surprise in seeing me makes my smirk turn into a huge grin. I work the button on my jeans while his attention is trained on my chest. He takes a step towards me and I halt him with a hand on his chest. His growl only increases the grin on my lips.
I take a few steps back, lowering the zipper on my jeans, then slide my fingers along the waist band and lower them down my creamy thighs in a teasingly slow manner. I kick off my shoes, and bend over slightly, never taking my eyes off of him as I pull the pant legs free from me. I stand upright with my hip cocked to the side to watch as his eyes to roam greedily over my form. I beckon him forward with a curl of my finger and walk backwards as he follows me into the large bathroom. Once inside I grab the front of his shirt and push him into the seat I set up. He furrows his brows in confusion for a sec before I straddle his lap and take his hands in mine. I take his lips in a soft and slow sensual kiss, and move his hands to the back of the seat to attach the cuffs to his wrists. Once they are secure I move back and smirk at the look of surprise on his face.
"I want you to be a good boy and watch me. I'm sure you'll enjoy the show."
I kiss his lips softly once more, giving them a few light nips before sliding free from his lap. I laugh lightly as he attempts to pull his hands free from the cuffs I've attached to them.
"Tsk tsk...I'll let you free when I'm done. I promise."
I move back to slide the glass door of the shower open, reaching inside, and turning the faucet to get the water set to the right temperature. Pulling the lever to start the shower, I turn and smirk again as I hook my fingers into the fabric sitting on my hips and shimmy them down the curve of my thighs and legs. I sway my hips slowly as I walk over and place them into the pocket of his shirt. The dark look in his eyes has my pussy throbbing. Before I change my mind I move away quickly and pad back over to the glass enclosure. I step inside and under the spray of the shower head, leaning my head back, I allow the water to falls over my body. I shift around to make sure he has a perfect view for what I have planned.
I reach over for the body wash and squirt a small amount onto the palm of my hand then place the body wash back on it's shelf and rub my palms together to lather it up. I run my hands full of suds over my breasts slowly, watching him as I pinch and roll my hardened nipples. I slide one of my hands down my chest and between my legs; leaning back against the tile on the back wall, I spread my legs more to give him the full view of what I am doing. A moan escapes my lips as I rub my clit in a slow circle. I move my hips to counter the direction I'm rubbing my clit. I lock my eyes on his and bite my lip as I slide two fingers inside of my wet slit. I start a slow pump into me, increasing the speed with each plunge of my fingers inside of me. I start to pant and moan louder when I see him shift in the seat, his cock straining against the front of his slacks. His groan is so loud that I can feel it penetrating me from the distance between us. He pulls against the cuffs again, trying to get free.
I shake my head to halt him and reach up to grab the shower head and hold against my clit. I gasp out as the water dances wildly across my pussy and has me crying out in pleasure in no time. I drop the shower head and slide to the floor with a lazy smile playing on my lips.
I suddenly see a shadow appear in front of me and lift my gaze to see him standing there. His hands are still bound behind his back.
"I told you I would release you."
I offer him a smirk as I reach up to grab the keys near the body wash. I raise up to my feet and slide my hands around his torso as I unlock the cuffs and give a small squeak as he presses me against the wall with his hard body.
Detention?
Hmm...perhaps a little ruler time will help get me out for good behavior? *smirks wickedly*
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Staind - Everything changes
The only thing that's ever constant in life is change. No matter how much we refuse to allow change, it will always happen. When it finally does we have a choice to allow it to break us down or we can rise up and learn from it.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Rihanna - Skin
The mood is set,
So you already know what's next.
TV on blast,
Turn it down,
Turn it down.
Don't want it to clash,
With my body screaming now.
I know you hearin' it,
You got me moaning now.
I got a secret that I wanna show you, oh.
I got a secret imma drop em to the floor, oh.
No teasin,
You waited long enough.
Go deep,
Imma throw it at ya,
Can't catch it.
Don't hold back,
You know I like it rough.
Know I'm feelin ya, huh.
Know you liking it, huh.
So why you standing over there with ya clothes on,
Baby strip down for me,
Go on take em off.
Don't worry baby,
Imma meet you half way,
Cause I know you wanna see me.
Almost there,
So baby don't stop what you're doing.
(Unknown line)
Boy I know you wanna touch.
Breathing down my neck,
I can tell ya wanna -
And now you want it like,
Want you to feel it now.
I got a secret that I wanna show you, ou.
I got a secret (') imma drop em to the floor, ou.
No teasin,
You waited long enough.
Go deep,
Imma throw it at ya,
Can't catch it.
Don't hold back,
You know I like it rough.
Know I'm feelin ya, huh.
Know you liking it, huh.
So why you standing over there with ya clothes on,
Baby strip down for me,
Go on take em off.
Don't worry baby,
Imma meet you half way,
Cause I know you wanna see me.
No heels,
No shirt,
No skirt,
All I'm in is just Skin.
No jeans,
Take em off,
Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come on baby,
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All in baby,
Don't hold nothing back.
Wanna take control,
Nothing wrong with that.
Say you liking how I feel,
Ain't gotta tell me that.
Just put your skin baby on my skin.
No heels,
No shirt,
No skirt,
All I'm in is just skin.
No jeans,
Take em off,
Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come on baby,
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
No heels,
No shirt,
No skirt,
All I'm in is just skin.
No jeans,
Take em off,
Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come on baby,
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in
All I wanna see you in is your skin, oh.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Snuggle fuck
I release breathy moan and tilt my head to the side further to allow his mouth more access to my neck. I reach behind me to scratch lightly up his sides. A smile breaking across my full lips as I feel his chest rumble from his low growl.
He turns my body so easily, positioning me to where he wants. I take a slow breathe of surprise and release it shakily as he traces his tongue slowly across my stomach. Another breathy moan escapes my lips as I sink my fingers into his hair. scratching them lightly on his scalp. He breathes out slowly across my stomach, sliding his body across my thighs and legs. I feel his hardened cock pressing against my calf and my pussy throbs at the thought of it plunging into me. I reach down and claw at his shoulders, wanting to have his body fully atop of mine. He lifts his head to offer me a sly smile then kisses a path up my body. Turning me again, so he's holding me from behind. His final kiss is laid against the back of my neck.
Mm one of my favorite places to be kissed.
I shudder in anticipation as he grips and lifts one of my thighs in his large hands before he teasingly rubs his tip over my drenched lips. I reach down and run my nails over his shaft, tracing the light veins along the length of it. I hold my breathe as I feel his hips pull back slightly and his cock start to slowly spread my lips and slip inside of me. I blow out the breathe I'm holding as he finally settles snugly within me. I bite my lip I roll my hips to help him slide in deeper. I groan out at the pleasure of having him in my favorite place to keep him. Deep within me.
With his lips pressed against my neck again, his arm wrapped around me to keep me in place, I feel him smile as he starts his soft and slow grind. My walls clench against him and I return his rocks back with one of mine. Soon we are both breathless from the slow intense burn we are building. Nothing can hold us back as we reach our peaks together. Panting, sweating, and laughing from the sheer delirium we've accomplished together.
Yes, a nice snuggle fuck can be quite the experience if done right. Despite what you all think, this naughty girl can enjoy a nice slow screw from time to time. It's not all about the hard, and rough, although you all know I do enjoy that. Until next time...
Monday, August 22, 2011
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Turndown service?
Daily mission
Getting wet
A new friend has helped a bit by sharing his clever sham wow, falling from the sky trick. *laughs thinking about the outcome of said sham wow shower* I'll take the time to warn you all about frisky sham wows. *shrugs* Who knew? Good thing for him I was around to save his ass, literally, from any further invasions. LMAO
So as I swirl my umbrella around I start to think dancing and remembering the moves to a movie I saw recently. Check it out and image my naughty ass do these moves. Enjoy and please be sure to clean up your mess when you're done.
*winks, smacking my lips, and switching my hips as I walk away*
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Friday, August 12, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Songs for me
So this week there was a new DM game. Send a number to someone and they'll respond with the song your name brings to mind. Here are the songs that I received.
Rihanna - California King Bed
Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It seems like more than distance between us
In this California king bed
We’re ten thousand miles apart
I’ll be California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So, how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us
In this California king bed
We’re ten thousand miles apart
I’ll be California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don’t wanna seem so weak
Maybe I’ve been California dreaming
In this California king bed
We’re ten thousand miles apart
I’ll be California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
My California King
In this California king bed
We’re ten thousand miles apart
I’ll be California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
T.I. - Live Your Life [feat. Rihanna]
I love T.I.'s words at the beginning of this video.
Life is an interesting journey. You never know where it’ll
take you. Peaks and valleys, twists and turns. You can get the surprise of your
life. Sometimes on the way to where you are going, you might think this is the
worse time of my life. But you know what, at the end of the road; Through all
the adversity, if you can get where you wanted to be, you remember what ever didn’t
kill you only makes you stronger. And all the adversity was worth it. On your
way to the top, you’ll do anything, but how do you get your life back when you
get there? Yeah, that’s my dilemma.
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
intead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(T.I.):
Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the games I gave away.
Safe to say I payed the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violated in a major way.I never been a hater still I love them, yeah I graze the way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't even work on Labor day.
It aint that they black or white, their hands of area in shades of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it fades away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
If you ever see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.
(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever had problems, they reckoncile they just holla 'tip.
If that don't work and just fails, then turn around and follow 'tip.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important when depositing
your checks into your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(TI):
Got everybody watchin what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way I'm livin if you really want to
Got my mind on my money
And I'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin your paper
And keep on climbing
Look in the mirror and keep on shining
Till the game ends, till the clock stops
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin the life, the life
In a brand new city got my whole team with me
The life, my life
I do what I wanna do
I'm livin my life, my life
I will never lose, I'm livin my life, my life
And I'm not stopping
So live your life!
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
So live your life.!!
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
intead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(T.I.):
Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the games I gave away.
Safe to say I payed the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violated in a major way.I never been a hater still I love them, yeah I graze the way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't even work on Labor day.
It aint that they black or white, their hands of area in shades of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it fades away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
If you ever see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.
(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever had problems, they reckoncile they just holla 'tip.
If that don't work and just fails, then turn around and follow 'tip.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important when depositing
your checks into your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(TI):
Got everybody watchin what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way I'm livin if you really want to
Got my mind on my money
And I'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin your paper
And keep on climbing
Look in the mirror and keep on shining
Till the game ends, till the clock stops
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin the life, the life
In a brand new city got my whole team with me
The life, my life
I do what I wanna do
I'm livin my life, my life
I will never lose, I'm livin my life, my life
And I'm not stopping
So live your life!
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
So live your life.!!
Note to self
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Nelly - Dilemma ft. Kelly Rowland
[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. neeeeed you - but
[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, know you know I'm crazy over you
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, y'know I'm crazy over you
[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And uhh, she got the hots for me the finest thing my hood done seen
But oh no, oh no, she gotta a man
and a son, doh'ohhh, but that's okay
Cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e'rything mami hittin
And in no time.. (no time) I..
I plan to make this wah-one mi-i-ne.. and that's for sure
Cause I, I never been the type to, break up a happy home
But uh, there's somethin bout baby girl I just can't leave alone
So tell me ma what's it gonna be? She said
(You don't know what you mean to me)
[Chorus]
[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I see a lot and you look and I never say a word
I know how niggaz start actin trippin out here about they girls
And there's no way-ayy-hey, Nelly gon' fight over
no day-hey-ame.. as you can see
But I, I like your steez, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holla and swoop me in his 2-seater
Now that's gangstah-ah-ahhh..
And I got special ways to thank yah-ah-ahhh.. don't you forget it
But uh, it ain't that easy for you to pack and leave him
But uh, you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turn to leave, she said
[Chorus]
[Nelly] Sing it for me K
[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. (c'mon girl)
And it's more than you'll.. ever know
But.. it's fo'sho
You can always count on my love
Foreveeeeer more, yeahh-yeahh..
[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkom right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
[Chorus]
[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
[Chorus]
[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
3,700
I'm beyond thrilled and appreciate you all for stopping in and enjoying the craziness, that is involved in this naughty newling's life. I hope you'll continue to visit and leave your thoughts on my posts.
I love you all and thanks again!
Huge fangy kisses to you all,
-Viktoria Andretti
Monday, August 8, 2011
Linkin Park - Papercut
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
{And watches everything}
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is here in me, right underneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can
But everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too right inside your skin
It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin
It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
(the sun) It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
(I feel the light betray me)
It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin
(the sun)It's like I'm paranoid looking over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
(I feel the light betray me)It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
(the sun)It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Linkin Park - Waiting for the end
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air,
Like we're holding onto something
Tha'ts invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...
oh, I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...
oh, I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Medusa?
Breaking free from her stone tomb, she returned with something a bit more to my liking. ;)
Rosi Golan - Hazy
HAZY LYRICS ROSI GOLAN I watched you sleeping quietly in my bed You don't know this now but there's some things that need to be said And it's all that I can hear, It's more than I can bare What if I fall and hurt myself? Would you know how to fix me What if I went and lost myself? Would you know where to find me If I forgot who I am, Would you please remind me oh? Cause without you things go hazy I watched you sleeping quietly in my bed You don't know this now but there's some things that need to be said And it's all that I can hear, It's more than I can bare What if I fall and hurt myself? Would you know how to fix me What if I went and lost myself? Would you know where to find me If I forgot who I am, Would you please remind me oh? Cause without you things go hazy What if I fall and hurt myself? Would you know how to fix me What if I went and lost myself? Would you know where to find me If I forgot who I am, Would you please remind me oh? Cause without you things go hazy
Friday, August 5, 2011
Discoveries
The night had started innocently or as innocently as any night with this naughty newling. I had just had a fantastic sex session with my mate, and helped my sister Lex prepare for a trip back to her love shack for a movie night with her mate.
I was in a good mood after the camp out the night before with my sisters. I was a bit pissy about Sharon taking it upon herself to burn down the bedroom she shared with Gavin, but if she felt that is what she needed to do to move on then who am I to question her?
I walked out of the front entrance of the mansion and took a deep breath to take in the night around me. There was a bit of moisture in the air, so I was sure we would be seeing some showers soon. I unfurled my wings and took to the air heading for the woods, ready to explore what trouble I could get into for the night.
I soared high above the treetops, enjoying the feeling of the damp air flowing through my loose strands. Suddenly a pang of sorrow made me halt my progress and search around for its source. Off in the distance I spot the silhouette of my twin, Sharon, sitting atop a building clutching something in her hand. I make a move towards her and pause when she gives me a light shake of her head. Fighting between my need to comfort her, and granting her wish to be alone, I offer her a slow nod of understanding before turning back to my night flight.
My heart aches, not only for Sharon’s loss, but the coven’s loss of its leader. I feel the tears slowly slip from my eyes and soon a light drizzle starts up. I relish the mist sprinkling over my skin until my body starts to tingle and a shiver runs up my spine. Not knowing where this feeling is coming from, I lower to the ground below me.
As soon as my feet touch the damp earth the vibrations surge stronger through me.
"What is this place?"
I look around the unfamiliar terrain for any signs why my body is having this reaction. I take a few steps forward and feel the tingling increase with each step I take. With my keen vampire sight I can see a large rock structure ahead of me. Through the fine mist and darkness I can make out an opening to the side of it. As I approach the opening, I lift my arm to brace myself as I peer inside the opening. I'm slightly alarmed as I notice my arm has a light bluish glow to it.
"What the fuck?"
I remove my hand away from the rock structure and lift it to my face. The glow vanished with my contact broken away from the rocks. Perplexed by this new discovery, I lay my hand upon the rocks once again and see the glow return. Curiosity peeked; I walk through the structures entrance to find out what is causing this reaction from my body. The floor was steep and jagged. I had to twist my slight body just to squeeze through. Once I passed the narrow passage, the opening widens and my body hums even more. I look at my hands, arms, and down at my body to see that the bluish glow has spread across my skin making it almost translucent.
I lift my eyes from observing my illuminated body and scan the area inside the cave. My eyes widen as I see what is within.
“Crystals? Here?”
The cave is covered in large gypsum crystals, tall as buildings; the air was sweltering and thick. If I hadn't been a vampire I'd probably have a hard time breathing. I use my wings to navigate the crystal terrain.
I moved past a large crystal and my senses go on alert when I catch the faint scent of death. I I track the decaying scent until my eyes locate a tiny figure laying among a crystal bed, the head tilted in an unnatural angle. I lift my hand to my mouth as I crouch down beside it, brushing away the golden strands hiding the child's face and gasp in shock as I realize who she is.
"Harper..."
Bloody tears slip from my eyes as I think of how this innocent child had met her demise. How long had she been here?
A voice echoes in my head and I lift my eyes only to find my guide Toni standing across from me.
'Now you know. You must help her, Viktoria.'
I will, Antonia. I'll get her to where she needs to be. I'm sorry it took me this long to find her. Thank you for leading me to her.
I scoop up Harper's tiny body careful to handle it gently and carry it to the entrance of the crystal cave. I'm able to get us both out with a little trouble, and am thankful when the cool night air blows against my sweaty skin giving me relief. I take to the air, Harper's body still in my arms and search the grounds to find a place to put her to rest.
I land at a small meadow covered in wildflowers. I lower Harper's body gently to the ground before flying off to grab the things I'll need.
I enter the mansion, and run around to grab the candles, a shovel and a blanket. I know she's watching. I can feel her eyes on me as I move around.
"Harper, I know you're here. It's time, little one. You can't stay here anymore. There won't be anyone here and I don't think you want to be here alone. I can help you, please trust me. I'll get you back to your loved ones. I promise you that."
I whisper out softly, wiping at my eyes as I think about the other promise I made.
"I promised Gavin I'd help you..."
I the vibrations around my hand increase and know that it is her holding onto it. I smile down at her, trying to reassure her that all would be well, and leave the mansion with her. We walk the path back to small clearing where I'd left her body and I slip my hand from hers as I approach the fragile body gently and wrap it in blanket I'd grabbed. I set it aside beside the place I'd decided to bury her, under a beautiful tree, and stab the shovel into the ground to start the grave.
I think to myself that this isn't the first time I've had to cross over a spirit and I'm sure it's not the last in my long life. I continue to think of all that I've lost in such a short span of time and feel like this is me burying my past. I finish the grave, flying up to the tiny bundle awaiting me, and scoop it up to place at the bottom of the hole. I look up when I feel her again and see Harper watching my every move. I see her ethereal body shudder lightly and know this has to be both hard and relieving to finally be put at rest. I fly back up to the ground above and start to cover her body with the earth. I finish covering her her and start to light the candles around the small mound of dirt. I say my prayers, calling upon the angels to lead Harper to her final destination, wherever it is I know they will watch over her and guide her.
My body starts to tremble from all the higher energies around me, the light beings and angels coming forth to help this child's soul cross over. I smile as she hesitantly walks toward the angels, turning back to give me one last look and a small thanks.
She calls me her angel and I shake my head laughing lightly as I think 'I'm no angel.' I smile nodding and wish her well on her travels. As she turns back to the angels to take their hand, I watch as they all slowly disappear into the night.
I walk around, blowing out the candles and gather up my things. I take one look over the meadow, seeing the early morning rays slowly starting to paint and light the horizon and turn to head back to the mansion. It wasn't home anymore. I knew that now. I was here alone and I needed to move on.
I walk into the mansion, putting away the things I had used and walk to my room to gather the spellbook Gavin had left me, the time turner he had left behind, and with my decision made I head to the portal room to head back to my time. I never belonged in the year 4915 and I needed to get back to me. I hop into the portal and head back to the year 2011.
I was in a good mood after the camp out the night before with my sisters. I was a bit pissy about Sharon taking it upon herself to burn down the bedroom she shared with Gavin, but if she felt that is what she needed to do to move on then who am I to question her?
I walked out of the front entrance of the mansion and took a deep breath to take in the night around me. There was a bit of moisture in the air, so I was sure we would be seeing some showers soon. I unfurled my wings and took to the air heading for the woods, ready to explore what trouble I could get into for the night.
I soared high above the treetops, enjoying the feeling of the damp air flowing through my loose strands. Suddenly a pang of sorrow made me halt my progress and search around for its source. Off in the distance I spot the silhouette of my twin, Sharon, sitting atop a building clutching something in her hand. I make a move towards her and pause when she gives me a light shake of her head. Fighting between my need to comfort her, and granting her wish to be alone, I offer her a slow nod of understanding before turning back to my night flight.
My heart aches, not only for Sharon’s loss, but the coven’s loss of its leader. I feel the tears slowly slip from my eyes and soon a light drizzle starts up. I relish the mist sprinkling over my skin until my body starts to tingle and a shiver runs up my spine. Not knowing where this feeling is coming from, I lower to the ground below me.
As soon as my feet touch the damp earth the vibrations surge stronger through me.
"What is this place?"
I look around the unfamiliar terrain for any signs why my body is having this reaction. I take a few steps forward and feel the tingling increase with each step I take. With my keen vampire sight I can see a large rock structure ahead of me. Through the fine mist and darkness I can make out an opening to the side of it. As I approach the opening, I lift my arm to brace myself as I peer inside the opening. I'm slightly alarmed as I notice my arm has a light bluish glow to it.
"What the fuck?"
I remove my hand away from the rock structure and lift it to my face. The glow vanished with my contact broken away from the rocks. Perplexed by this new discovery, I lay my hand upon the rocks once again and see the glow return. Curiosity peeked; I walk through the structures entrance to find out what is causing this reaction from my body. The floor was steep and jagged. I had to twist my slight body just to squeeze through. Once I passed the narrow passage, the opening widens and my body hums even more. I look at my hands, arms, and down at my body to see that the bluish glow has spread across my skin making it almost translucent.
I lift my eyes from observing my illuminated body and scan the area inside the cave. My eyes widen as I see what is within.
“Crystals? Here?”
The cave is covered in large gypsum crystals, tall as buildings; the air was sweltering and thick. If I hadn't been a vampire I'd probably have a hard time breathing. I use my wings to navigate the crystal terrain.
I moved past a large crystal and my senses go on alert when I catch the faint scent of death. I I track the decaying scent until my eyes locate a tiny figure laying among a crystal bed, the head tilted in an unnatural angle. I lift my hand to my mouth as I crouch down beside it, brushing away the golden strands hiding the child's face and gasp in shock as I realize who she is.
"Harper..."
Bloody tears slip from my eyes as I think of how this innocent child had met her demise. How long had she been here?
A voice echoes in my head and I lift my eyes only to find my guide Toni standing across from me.
'Now you know. You must help her, Viktoria.'
I will, Antonia. I'll get her to where she needs to be. I'm sorry it took me this long to find her. Thank you for leading me to her.
I scoop up Harper's tiny body careful to handle it gently and carry it to the entrance of the crystal cave. I'm able to get us both out with a little trouble, and am thankful when the cool night air blows against my sweaty skin giving me relief. I take to the air, Harper's body still in my arms and search the grounds to find a place to put her to rest.
I land at a small meadow covered in wildflowers. I lower Harper's body gently to the ground before flying off to grab the things I'll need.
I enter the mansion, and run around to grab the candles, a shovel and a blanket. I know she's watching. I can feel her eyes on me as I move around.
"Harper, I know you're here. It's time, little one. You can't stay here anymore. There won't be anyone here and I don't think you want to be here alone. I can help you, please trust me. I'll get you back to your loved ones. I promise you that."
I whisper out softly, wiping at my eyes as I think about the other promise I made.
"I promised Gavin I'd help you..."
I the vibrations around my hand increase and know that it is her holding onto it. I smile down at her, trying to reassure her that all would be well, and leave the mansion with her. We walk the path back to small clearing where I'd left her body and I slip my hand from hers as I approach the fragile body gently and wrap it in blanket I'd grabbed. I set it aside beside the place I'd decided to bury her, under a beautiful tree, and stab the shovel into the ground to start the grave.
I think to myself that this isn't the first time I've had to cross over a spirit and I'm sure it's not the last in my long life. I continue to think of all that I've lost in such a short span of time and feel like this is me burying my past. I finish the grave, flying up to the tiny bundle awaiting me, and scoop it up to place at the bottom of the hole. I look up when I feel her again and see Harper watching my every move. I see her ethereal body shudder lightly and know this has to be both hard and relieving to finally be put at rest. I fly back up to the ground above and start to cover her body with the earth. I finish covering her her and start to light the candles around the small mound of dirt. I say my prayers, calling upon the angels to lead Harper to her final destination, wherever it is I know they will watch over her and guide her.
My body starts to tremble from all the higher energies around me, the light beings and angels coming forth to help this child's soul cross over. I smile as she hesitantly walks toward the angels, turning back to give me one last look and a small thanks.
She calls me her angel and I shake my head laughing lightly as I think 'I'm no angel.' I smile nodding and wish her well on her travels. As she turns back to the angels to take their hand, I watch as they all slowly disappear into the night.
I walk around, blowing out the candles and gather up my things. I take one look over the meadow, seeing the early morning rays slowly starting to paint and light the horizon and turn to head back to the mansion. It wasn't home anymore. I knew that now. I was here alone and I needed to move on.
I walk into the mansion, putting away the things I had used and walk to my room to gather the spellbook Gavin had left me, the time turner he had left behind, and with my decision made I head to the portal room to head back to my time. I never belonged in the year 4915 and I needed to get back to me. I hop into the portal and head back to the year 2011.
Shaggy ft. Sean Paul - Hey sexy lady
Dedicated to all sexy ladies
Yeah man
Cack it up now, buck it up now, cack it up now, buck it up yo
Uh
Sean paul, Brian and Tony Gold
..One more time
Shaggy!
A dutty yea
Hey sexy lady, I like you flow (uh)
Your body's banging (yeah yeah)
Out of control
You put it on me, ceiling to floor
Only you can make me scream and beg for more
Her body's callin ah bawlin
Got me crawlin up disa wall an
My size ain't small its a tall an
Got dem glimpse gyal your clothes will be fallin
Her neighbor's callin ah bawlin
All this noise is so damn appallin
They must believe we ah brawlin
Headboards bang till early disa mornin
Hey sexy lady, I like you flow (uh)
Your body's banging (yeah yeah)
Out of control(hot an sexy gyal)
You put it on me (uh), ceiling to floor
Only you can make me (sexy)scream and beg for more
For the first time ina sight
Me no tell no lie
Eye n eye
Really waan fi get a neegle eye
Like the first time we light up
It get me high
Gimmie the bligh
Girl ya know you got to comply, yo
Gimmie the fight
Jus gimmie the chigh
I no bodda shy
Cah me no send no sample ah it
One ting me haffi tell you
Is the reason why
Sean-a-Paul give her di love
Be~cah me well supa fly girl check me
Cah you done know say you erect me
An me waan fi give you disa lovin ya directly
You make me
Get inna the vibe,
True ya sexy
An you know ya body per~fectly
Shape and designer,
Girl can you hangle yah griner
Love tings you put inna me mind
Cah girl ya know ya finer
Shaggy and Sean Paul a blind
So we haffi sing it one time
Sing it out
Hey sexy lady,(coz you know you got it girl) I like you flow
Your body's banging (extra sexy)
Out of control( all me ladies you know)
You put it on me (with the buff bottom), ceiling to floor
Only you can make me scream and beg for more
Hey sexy lady you be fly,
Drive me crazy
Groovin' on and on and on
(Repeat)
Gyal you extra sexy like (Whoa)
And you make me wanna say (Hi)
When you shake, you shake it down (Low)
An you wicked to rahtid nah (Lie)
Gyal I like the way how you (Flow)
Everytime you passin' me (By)
Gyal you wiggly jiggly and (Oh)
And you wicked to rahtid nah (Lie)
Hey sexy lady I like you flow
Your body's banging
Out of control
You put it on me, ceiling to floor
Only you can make me scream and beg for more
Marié Digby - Say It Again
Thing about love, is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love
Say it again
The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love
And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Camp out
Having accomplished my task, I went about with my next plan. I knew it would be hard for Sharon to return to the mansion, so I quickly came up with the idea of a camp out. I flew around the mansion gathering up all the materials we would need. I worked in the backyard to construct a fort out of some sheets, string up some lights, and prepare the goodies for the night. I was feeling smores were the only possible snack for a camp out. I finished the preparations and called my twin to ask her to join us.
Lex was practically bouncing with excitement, Samantha , a fairy we have been helping with a place to stay and recover her memory, was equally eager to get the nights activities started. Once Sharon arrived we quickly relocated to the backyard to start the smores and girl talk. The night flew by with the fun, and Lex was the first to settle in for the night. Sharon, now donning Winnie the pooh jammies, was feeling like she needed some snuggles, so she crawled up to Lex's side of the fort and burrowed in. I felt a bit left out and also wearing Winnie the Pooh jammies, asked to be included in the snuggle fest.
Sharon pulled me down and she ended up being the cream in our snuggle sandwich. I'm sure that is what she needed to feel, surrounded by the love we had for her. Soon enough we shut our eyes to the world around us and the hurt that we wanted to hide from.
Waiting...
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Daily Mission
Daily mission:
Mission accomplished!
Sweet sorrow
Saying goodbye is never easy, especially when you have to do it twice, within a few weeks, and with two of the closest individuals in your undead life.
I sit on the tiled floor of my shower, the blood tears rinsing away in the warm spray from the overhead shower head. Memories of a very different shower flooding my mind. The fated shower that started this wild ride for the then human who was introduced to the darker side of the world I lived in. I had heard the stories of supernatural beings living among the human race, but had never encountered one in my short lifetime.
That is until I met Sharon.
She seemed kind enough, speaking of her mate and how he would just love to meet me. I didn't think twice about the wicked gleam that sparkled in her eyes as she looked over my body. My intuition was flaring with warnings I chose to ignore. After the initial meeting she invited me over to their home. I was introduced to her mate and let me tell you, meeting Gavin was an experience I'll never forget.
I didn't know what to expect when I playfully offered to give him a helping hand in the shower. Little did I know that that decision would have my world spinning on it's axis. It started off as innocent as a shower with a man could and soon became a fight for my life. When he stared into my eyes with a hunger I'd never seen, his canines much longer than it seemed natural, my body responded in a way I never expected. He nearly drained me, and would have left me for dead had his brother not showed up to rescue me. With the help of Aev, Sharon, and Rick they were able to free me from the death grip Gavin had on my neck.
I was popped away to safety in the arms of Rickard and Aev and taken to a realm I'd never seen before. The days and nights that followed were all a blur of healing and primal urges being fulfilled. On the third day or what I assumed was the third day, I was turned by Rickard, thrust into the arms of my now brother Gavin and into the care of the coven. I floundered at first, but with help from my brother I was able to find my footing.
In the short time that I've been a vampiress lots of things changed in my undead life. Like I said before it's been a wild ride. We've all had our ups and our lows. Through it all my brother has been there to help pick me up and talk things out in a rational way. We grew close, close enough that we were talking of mating. Obviously that never happened. We were too much alike and often clashed. We tried, it didn't work. In the end we had such an understanding of each other that we formed a bond that seemed much closer. We were truly brother and sister, friends, once lovers, and confidants.
We worked together to attempt to resolve coven issues, bring back happy times, and help rebuild our family bond. But like all good things in life, it must come to an end. I wish it never had to come to this, but we cannot write our life stories. No matter how much we want to, it's not possible. Things much larger than us often get in the way and there's nothing we can do to change it.
After Rick's departure from our coven, Gavin had changed. It was a subtle shift, nothing significant enough for others to see with their eyes, but being as close to him as I was, having the same blood flowing within us, I was both able to see and feel it with my empath side. He was constantly warring with the hurt from the breaking of his bond with his maker.
I watched Sharon for any signs that she was picking up on the same things from her mate, to my eyes she was feeling some, but I have a feeling he was blocking most of it to not arise suspicion.
Again my intuition was prodding at me. (I really must learn to listen to it) When he came to me earlier I knew. I knew this was goodbye. The ache in my chest was flaring up again. 'Not again' I thought. How am I to survive this after I just healed myself from the last rip to my heart? I listened to his words. He was resolved with his decision. I fought to keep him here, I begged for him to listen to reason, to stay with his coven. How are we to survive without him? How is Sharon suppose to survive this? Oh god Sharon. How is she going to take this news? They were to be married. I was ready for the bachelorette party. Yes, not a good time to be thinking of naked men dancing around for our viewing pleasure, but it still popped into my head.
Nothing I said made any difference. He was leaving and that was it.
"I hope that fate will bring you back our way sometime."
He gave a nod in acknowledgement then opened his arms to me.
"I have to go now. You will always have me in your heart, Vik. We have the same maker. And I will never forget you."
My blood tears flowed freely as I sank into his embrace one last time.
"Don't ever forget us, brother. We love you. I love you. I'll never forget all we've done together. I'll treasure our memories and the fun we've had. Please contact us to let us know how you are, let us know that you are watching over us."
He offered me a small nod before I gave him one last kiss goodbye.
"Be well and take care."
"I love you, Viktoria. I truly do. Good bye, my sister."
"Goodbye brother. I had fun joining you and the coven. It's been a hell of a ride, but it was worth it to meet you."
"I feel the same. I do. Take care of yourself and Donan."
I nod to assure him that I will as I watch him step into the flames and vanish for the last time.
I hiss into the air and laugh through my hysterical crying. I'm so going to miss joking and hissing with him.
This song will always remind me of you when I hear it. You were our protector against the bad things out in the world.
Thank you for being such a great brother and protector.
Out of nowhere
You came
From a little dust
And a little rain
And when I looked down at
Your face
It showed to me
The truth and grace
I will always try to keep you very safe
So open up your eyes
So they can look in mine
And see a small reflection
And when you close your eyes
I pray the thoughts inside
Are beautiful and true
I won't always
Be this strong
And I won't always
Be the one
To kiss the bruise
Or heal the scrapes
To wipe the tear drops
From your face
But I will always love you more each day
So open up your eyes
So they can look in mine
And see a small reflection
And when you close your eyes
I pray the thoughts inside
Are beautiful and true
I will always love you more each day
I will always try to keep you safe
So open up your eyes
So they can look in mine
And see a small reflection
And when you close your eyes
I pray the thoughts inside
Are beautiful and true
I will always
I will always ... love you
Monday, August 1, 2011
Parting gift
Thanks, brother, I will treasure it always. One of the many things I will miss about you will be your thoughtfulness and the jewels you loved to drape us in.
Gavin's Farewell
*takes a seat facing the time line*
Good afternoon, lads. Ladies. *nods politely* I'm here because I have some saddening news - for some. Those close to me here have known for a little while now of my real life situations and reasons why I have been, shall we say, absent from TL activities, why I've deleted my web blog, and why I am sitting here today telling you this. It wasn't an easy decision to make, as I have a wonderful Coven family here, a beautiful mate and future wife, meaningful alliances, and a sweet, sweet little girl whom my heart grew fond of immensely. But, grown up shit must be done, and it brings me sadness to tell you, dear friends, that I will be deactivating this account shortly. I did enjoy my time here while it lasted. To those who made this place feel like home, I will always remember you. Well, until I'm fucking old and no longer can.
To my mate, Sharon, whom I would give my last drop of blood to had she asked me, I will never forget the way we were together. Two tempers, two personalities, two clashing, possessive mates. We were one in the same, you and I, and because of that, had a tremendously terrifying time understanding one another to a T. Sometimes, I looked into your eyes and saw myself. I was excited to see you in a gown - red, yes? (you were no innocent) - eating cake - dancing. *sighs* I have no doubt that there is another out there to take my place in the future. He'd better fucking do you right. *evil glare at the TL* I will miss shaking chicken salads with you - or the idea of the chicken salad - *hungry* - and talking about our shit days at work. Fuck, I will miss it. But you hold onto those memories and carry your head high. No mate of mine will show weakness. That is what I always loved about you. So fiery and strong, quick-tongued and nurturing all at once. You take care of that baby bird of yours. No letting her play with water. We don't need another crazed Siren roaming the towns. *dark chuckle*
To my sister, Viktoria, we have come a long way. I have always told you how much alike we are. Talking to you endlessly, laughing about fuck knows, sharing crazy RL stories. You truly were my partner in crime, and I am glad to have had such a sexy, bad-ass sister. I know that there is still much for you to learn from me... but I am leaving my spell book with you. It has everything you need to learn to be 10% of the Warlock I was. *dark laugh* I love you, sweetheart. Stay strong. You have a beautiful heart. You don't deserve for anyone to tear it down.
To Alexia, our Coven baby - yes I know you hate that - I am certainly sad to leave you with these two women. They will teach you all the wrong things. And possibly throw you into the ocean just to fuck with you. *laughs* But seriously, little nymph: you were a joy to be around, and I am quite impressed with your magic development over time. You have come to be powerful in your own right. Don't ever let anyone take that from you. Practice and stay happy. And take care of Caelan, will you? Don't let him run into any more wolves.
Pika. *sighs heavily* Where do I begin with you? You made me comfortable. Offered me friendship and understanding. Your heart is genuine and pure, and you truly are... sweet. I wish that I could stick around to watch your family grow. Little Lucy is lucky to have someone like you as her mother. You are so strong, Pika. *sighs* It saddens me to part from you. But you have two strong men in your lives, whom I also extend my well wishes and deepest apologies to. I pray that Emmett comes home to you soon. If he has already, my apologies - I haven't been here much to keep up with important events. *frowns* Hold tight to that bear, yes? Never stop bunny hopping. I'll miss you, little one.
Caelan. When we brought you into the Coven, I had no idea what any of us were getting into with you. In the few times we've gotten to talk in private, however, I see why it is that you're so adored by your mate. I'm sad that I will not get to see what will come of you two. But I trust you, Caelan, with our youngest. I know that she loves you. And it is quite clear that you feel the same for her. I know you're not a member of the Coven, but you will always be family to us - to them. I'm sorry that we didn't get to know one another better. I would have enjoyed a new male to tear shit up with. Shit got lonely when Rick left. Take care of yourself, nomad. Stay away from packs of wild animals. *chuckles*
To everyone else who read my work and kept up with my Coven's SL, thank you. To my followers, thank you. I do appreciate your warmth, but I must be going now. *steps into a puddle of flames* Be kind. And take care.
*Gone*
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
Valeria ft. Lady GaGa - Do Me Right
"Feel like getting dirty now,
1, 2, 3 – My pants are down.
Not gonna reason, you’re gonna do, whatever I like.
‘Cause I’m happy as a clam tonight.
I want everything, baby.
Everything, baby.
You know what I like. (You know what I like)
I need everything, baby.
Everything, baby.
And you’re doing me right."
"Lick me, slap me, do it, do it.
Do me right, there’s nothing to it.
It’s ’bout time you ice my cake.
Wants someone who milks my shake
Want to arrest me? Don’t interest me, with your talk.
Happiness is a loaded gun."
"I want you in my bed, alright?
Can’t sleep without my fix tonight.
It’s not polite or lady like
Can’t sleep without my fix tonight."
Chris Isaak - Wicked Game
Mmm I'd fuck both Chris Isaak and the chick in this vid. UNF That's damn right cumbustable.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Beyoncé - Sweet Dreams
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you (Turn The Lights On)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true (Turn The Lights On)
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my (Cause you're my)
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you (Turn The Lights On)
Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
To my sisters
Keri Hilson - Pretty Girl Rock
All eyes on us when we walk in,
No question that we're a 10
Don’t hate us cause we're beautiful.
Don’t hate us cause we're beautiful.
Cameras flashing, daddies turned their head as soon as we're passed them
Girls think we're conceded cause we think we're attraction
Don’t worry about what we think why don’t you ask our men
All eyes on us when we walk in,
No question that we're a 10
Don’t hate us cause we're beautiful.
Don’t hate us cause we're beautiful.
Cameras flashing, daddies turned their head as soon as we're passed them
Girls think we're conceded cause we think we're attraction
Don’t worry about what we think why don’t you ask our men
Mimosas and sisters
Also our little nymph Lex has joined the mating club. Her and her vampire Caelan have made the leap and joined at last. I can't be happier for my little sister. I love you and am truly happy that you've found your true love.
To celebrate this great news I've made mimosas, other fruity non alcoholic concoctions, and edible goodies for everyone. I've set up at poolside and I invite everyone to come congratulate them in their news. Please stop in for drinks, fun, and pool time antics.
I only pray that the nymph is able to find her way home for the celebration. Hopefully Tex will lead her back to us in time.
P.S. It is also Jacqueline's birthday. Please be sure to give her your birthday wishes.
Thank you,
-Vik
Kiss kiss
There are hidden erogenous zones everywhere. Experiment outside of the box to see what gets a reaction from him. You'll be surprised what you'll find.
One of my favorite spots to kiss my mate is his earlobe or adam's apple. I give him a little kiss or a little nip and he loves it. I've posted a pic to the left with a few suggestions to help you ladies out. So get to kissing and enjoy the hunt.
v-v xx
-Vik
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Note to self
